ALEXof773

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, Or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, In secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in Itself the light of hidden flowers; Thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, Risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; So I love you because I know no other way I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without

i spend every day of my life wondering why things move so slowly. well, not every day, but a good portion of my life, i sit in the outdoors with a camera sitting on my lap, my mind wandering thinking 'god, why is life so slow?' and so, today, i sat in front of my house, on the porch and honest to god just thought. a hundredth of a second here, a hundredth of a second there doesn't even add up to a whole minute. there are differant types of artists. some paint pictures, which take weeks, months, years.. sometimes, an artist even spends his whole life working on one painting. photographers live for the moment though. we snatch second's from ev

so, for a while i was completely depressed and thought that i had nothing to live for. however, lately, i've been doing a lot better. thanks to everyone out there supporting me, my art, my life and just basically everything. really means a lot. school ended for me thursday, of last week, and i'm glad it's out. i'll be going to LPHS next year, which i'm excited about for a whole bunch of my friends go/aregoing there. i love transferring schools, cause it gives you a taste of everything. i have off work this entire week, so life's pretty mellow. which is good and calming for now. i have people to thank for that, for people are starting to sha